Adulthood continues to baffle me.
Go to school, get a job. Parents want you to chase your dreams. Somehow you do it and get stuck under middle-management.
Find someone to love, and marry. Even when they say they still love you, they don’t stay. Even if they did stay, they can’t even picture sharing a home with you. It’s like all the men I’ve dated are afraid women are going to smother them if they stay in one place too long.
I really wish I could fucking say I don’t truly want any of it. The life together, a family, but I’d be lying. It’s probably just not meant for me.
I’m just so tired.